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User:finding_my_life (14464279)
Name:finding_my_life
Location:Aurora, Illinois, United States
Birthdate:1981-05-16
Bio:Within the last year of my life I have lost EVERYTHING that was important to me. My house, my marriage, my dog, my family, my friends, my mental health, and even my ability to walk. I have been hospitalized for suicide watch 3 times this year because I really don't believe there's any reason left for my existence. As a matter of fact, I feel like a waste of resources and time. I am now in a long-term program which will supposedly help me find a reason to want to live again. I have good days, I have bad days, but there are no EASY days. Friends help, but they usually leave my life as quickly as they appear. It's hard to find loyalty in the modern world. I sat here for hours trying to think of what to say, but this is really all there is left to me.
Interests:11: animals, cooking, good wine, hiking, learning just about anything, new musicals, old musicals, reading, sca, sewing, summer days
Schools:None listed
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People2:finding_my_life, folo1
Communities7:bipolarsurvival, fibro_for_life, lj_maintenance, lj_spotlight, midrealm, news, rsd
Mutual Friends:2: finding_my_life, folo1
Member of:3: bipolarsurvival, fibro_for_life, rsd
Account type:Basic Account

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